Tonight I’m a distant star amid a crashed honorarium and twilights golden lies,
don’t judge me. Don’t count me out and don’t, don’t ask me again, if I’ve spoken to him.
pretend we were young and it wasn’t your fault, it wasn’t mine
it was all in the time and diluted moonlight, sometimes.
I’m not sorry and you’re not stubborn and someday I will
“just stop regretting & be happy for the time I had with you” but I won’t
don’t be ashamed, but don’t be awake either one
of us is stolen, the other is still and no one
between us could drive us further than we chauffeured our self